Blaqk Audio, good band. Today's development is i have an Eastern e-mail address! I am so excited, and My ID card should be on the way really soon! I am really excited, to be going to this school! I love being and Eagle, it is going to be sooo much fun. Right now i am watching old Mad TV video's with Sierra. Stewart is sooo funneh! I think Sierra, is getting mad at her boyfriend cause he hasn't really been interested in talking to her.
I don't know which side to take, i mean i know how Andrew can be and i am used to his antics. She however is not, and even though i try to explain it to her. She doesn't know and won't listen so i don't know what to tell her. I give up i guess, she can find out the hard way.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Hollywood Whore
Well hello again, i am back. I went to Eastern today to pick out my course schedule. It was kind of fun figuring out the next components for my life. It scares me and exhilarates me at the very same time. I am ready to be away from home, but i am going to miss all of the people back home. I will adjust, that i know but it is still a life changing thing. Moving from home is hard on anyone. It makes me happy to know that i can already invision things changing, for the better.
My mom is not ready for me to leave, this i can tell but i have to fly sometime. It's not that far away and i should be able to visit very often, pending the fact that i get my own car. I am so ready to take on the responsiblity of owning a car, and living away from home. I am scared like i said but i know that i can do it, and i am confident in that fact.
This day has put a lot of new light on the subject of my future. I am glad i got a chance to meet some of the people that i will be spending the next four years with. Some seem to not care, and others are more interested in the people around them. It seems like i study them almost as subjects gathering little bits and pieces about them, i wonder if this is weird or not. It could have to do with my analitic mind, but i am quite unsure.
Well i think i am going to wrap it up for today, i hope you had fun getting some insight into my future college life, and into my mind a little bit. Not enough to scare you of course, but enough for you to get and idea of who i really am and how my mind works! ^.^
My mom is not ready for me to leave, this i can tell but i have to fly sometime. It's not that far away and i should be able to visit very often, pending the fact that i get my own car. I am so ready to take on the responsiblity of owning a car, and living away from home. I am scared like i said but i know that i can do it, and i am confident in that fact.
This day has put a lot of new light on the subject of my future. I am glad i got a chance to meet some of the people that i will be spending the next four years with. Some seem to not care, and others are more interested in the people around them. It seems like i study them almost as subjects gathering little bits and pieces about them, i wonder if this is weird or not. It could have to do with my analitic mind, but i am quite unsure.
Well i think i am going to wrap it up for today, i hope you had fun getting some insight into my future college life, and into my mind a little bit. Not enough to scare you of course, but enough for you to get and idea of who i really am and how my mind works! ^.^
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
I hate my life
That is a good song, that is the above title. I haven't updated in a while and i am sincerely sorry, i have been busy updating on a forum which is currently down. That is probably the reason i am updating right now, is because i have nothing else better to do. I kind of miss this thing though, it is nice to be able to talk about things and know that it is relatively secret. I mean anyone could have access to this i suppose, but that is not the point.
Right now i am going to talk about new beginnings. I have just graduated high school, and now i am looking on to college and a new chapter in my life. In a way it scares me to death, but it also excites me to be able to meet new people and have new experiences. I have a lot of mixed feelings about everything right now. People, relationships, future plans, boys, you name it and i am probably confused about it right now. I mean i want to meet a new guy to have a relationship with, but it seems like the only ones who want me are guys i have already previously gone out with.
I mean it is like an epidemic, i mean not one guy or two guys but three guys want to go back out with me. I mean one i can understand since we really didn't have a chance to have a real relationship with but still. I just want to move on, and try new things with new people but i am feeling unable to. I don't know what to do anymore, it seems like no guy wants to like me for me. There must be something wrong with me to repel people like that... Anyone want to give me some insight?
Right now i am going to talk about new beginnings. I have just graduated high school, and now i am looking on to college and a new chapter in my life. In a way it scares me to death, but it also excites me to be able to meet new people and have new experiences. I have a lot of mixed feelings about everything right now. People, relationships, future plans, boys, you name it and i am probably confused about it right now. I mean i want to meet a new guy to have a relationship with, but it seems like the only ones who want me are guys i have already previously gone out with.
I mean it is like an epidemic, i mean not one guy or two guys but three guys want to go back out with me. I mean one i can understand since we really didn't have a chance to have a real relationship with but still. I just want to move on, and try new things with new people but i am feeling unable to. I don't know what to do anymore, it seems like no guy wants to like me for me. There must be something wrong with me to repel people like that... Anyone want to give me some insight?
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