Monday, March 30, 2009

Have You Heard The News That Your Dead?

This is a very appropriate title to how i am feeling right now... Life pretty much sucks and i don't know what to do... i now no longer have a date to prom and that depresses me to no end... it makes me not even want to go but i got my friends to go so i have to go and i understand that now... but it doesn't make going alone any less depressing to me. i have a gorgeous dress which makes me feel like a princess but no prince to go with it... so much for that fairy tail dream of what senior prom is supposed to be like... where is Gerard when you need him as a prom date *Sigh* I have no meaning in life any more for the moment... i knew it needed to be done however and that things will get better... i just wish they would get better sooner rather than later... my only hopes are that someone is out there for me and can make everything better... im not trying to make this a sob story but this is my blog and if you don't like what i write then you don't have to read right? Patience is a virtue they say, but don't people get more of what they want when they are more viable to get what they want. i just want a date to prom anyone interested?
Wouldn't it be grand to take a pistol by the hand and wouldn't it be great if we were dead.... if life ain't just a joke then why are we laughing? If life ain't just a joke then why am i dead?

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