Mama We All Go To Hell

A really good title, and a very good My Chemical Romance song. I think I am in a My Chem mood cause it's all gloomy outside. I think it is going to rain, not that My Chem makes me depressed. It cheers me up when I need it. I am just having a little bit of an off day. It happens to everyone, I guess without the bad days we would not know good days. Sierra is bored, and missing her boo I can tell. He is at work, but I kind of want her and I to hang. It seems all we do is hang out with Jeff and then they go make-out somewhere. I mean what kind of upset me yesterday was she asked if the song that was meant to be Jeff and I's could be her's and his. Not that it's a big deal but it kind of made me go What?

Andrew read my blog which is like my diary in a way... I mean I never expected him to want to read it but w/e. I trust him, even though I wanted to edit it out. XD I remember when I would write more than on blog a day, just because I wanted to. Well I am getting back in the habit now that I have more to write about. Life is amazingly good, almost too good to be true. Sometimes I think I am dreaming it is really that good. I have found love, and I am right where I want to be. It's like everything is finally falling into place, just like I would always tell everyone else.

I would never take my own advice, when I would tell people that everything was going to fall into place and be okay. I found what I was looking for, when I wasn't looking. Just like Steph said so long ago, I guess she was more right than she even knew. Love just seems to find you in the least expectant way. But I guess that is the beauty of it. Like a rose you have to wait for it to bloom, so that the beauty shines through. You read things in romance novels, and watch them in romantic comedies, and you don't expect them to come true.

But then you will find that one day you will find something worthy of all that. Something where the flaws don't matter, all that matter's is the love that you have for each other. No one else seems to be seen, it is just the other for you. It doesn't matter if you are always with the person or not, just talking to them warms your heart. Then when you are together it is so much more special. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder. They knew what they were talking about that day.

Alright I think that is enough mushy loveness. XD

Love you all! *blow kisses*
Ashes