I love this song! Katy Perry is a genius, when it comes to music. A few things have happened over the past few days. I dropped Andy off at home, which like broke my heart cause I didn't want him to leave. I miss him so much, I can't wait to see him again. I got frustrated with a friend of mine who ran her own forum, so I decided to make my own. Which really worked, and I did it for free, which is even better.
I just need more people to join it and then I have myself a good thing going. I just want it to be something that my friends can go on and have fun. It's drama free, and surprisingly stress free. I really love how amazing it looks, and how far it has come in only two days. I know that this is going to be a good thing.
Life is really going good. I have an amazing guy who loves me, and I love him. He has my heart, and I would like to think that I have his even though it has never been said. I can't wait to marry him someday and I really think it will happen. I mean love blooms from friendship they say, well this really bloomed. I can't think about anything else but him most of the time.
I feel like I can talk to him about anything and everything. Even though sometimes I don't think he really cares. I could be wrong though, but who would really care about something that doesn't really matter anyway. It's just when I am with him, nothing else seems to matter. I just want to be near him, and I guess that is what is killing me now.
I miss him, his voice, being able to cuddle with him. It's like it doesn't feel right when I am not with him. I don't feel right, it's like he took part of me with him when he went home. Not that I would admit that to him or anything. I just hope that he feels the same, and he misses me that much. I probably sound really weird right now, but I don't care.
It's how I feel, and that isn't likely to change. I mean I love him, so much. So so so so so much XD. I don't know if there is anything else to write about so I guess I will cut it off here. I have written a lot already it seems XD.
I love you! *blows kisses*
Ashes
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That is so sweet:) To be in love and loved is the most beautiful thing on earth. I hope everything works out for you Ashes. Omg. You've actually got me tearing up over here. Lol. Whats the link to your forum. I'll join and try to get more folks from twitter:)
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