Bring Me To Life

Sorry the earlier blog wasn't long, I decided to write it five minutes before I had to walk to class this morning. That wasn't one of my brightest idea's, but when you have a notion to write you have to do it. What was very ironic is my English professor was talking to us about genre's of writing and this is one of them... Isn't that creepy. But I make these more to get my thoughts out, but I have a certain audience that reads them, which is you. =D I have been also making some vlogs to document my journey in college. I am not going to get to talk to Andrew a lot tonight so that makes me sad. But I might get to see him next weekend which makes me so happy.

I really miss him a lot, like more than anyone really knows. He is everything to me, and more. I love him just a little bit more than I miss him. Okay, a lot more and everyone can tell that. I mean most of my blogs have been about him. Maybe I should start posting my poetry on here as entries. I mean I could use some input on how they are and what not. I really like to write them, but most of my best poetry comes from angst, not love. Which is usually the way it is supposed to be. I mean hate is a stronger emotion than most.

I would really like.... Ryan just made me lose the game... I had to announce it. I would really like... going back to where I was. To have people write me, after I write them... I mean I have written people letters, and I haven't received any back. I mean I know these things take time, but geez. :P I think tonight I will go swimming, since I have nothing else better to do. My boyfriend is being really really naughty, I am going to have to get him for that.

Steph is next to me, well was... She is leaving me now to go to the study room. Talking to Andrew, for the only time I will get to today. ='[ But that is okay, I get to see him soon, and that makes me happy enough to get through it. I cleaned underneath my keyboard yesterday, it was dusty and stuff. Really gross actually. I have a bit of homework to do this weekend, but not enough to annoy me. It's just a bit of english work, and there are books I need to get. Well I am going to end this now.

Love ya!
<3 Ashes